Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Im sorry, but i cant do this.. We've been through alot in our lives and i know neither parties are ready to throw them all away. I want so badly to be your friend - Well you are my best friend, always will whether you like it or not. I cannot let go of you. I still want to laugh with you, poke your sides while you attempt to wrestle me to the ground. You tell me that there's a time limit to your patience, that it's either now or never. Let me tell you that ive never regretted loving you.
You say im worse than before.. You dont know what is happening in my life now.. All i wanna do is forget all the unhappiness and continue to love someone better. All i wanna do is to learn how to appreciate another person and to see how he'd appreciate me. I thank you for loving me, and giving me all the support even though we're friends. That's why all the more i dont wanna let you go. You say youre suffering, and im hurting you more.. I know what i did and im sorry.. Im not the cold blooded person you said i was..
I really wish to have you back as my friend.. Youre my best friend.. Always will be..
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